We did it guys. We survived one entire year without John... How did you do? How did I do?! It's been rough lately, if I'm being honest. But my sister reminded me last night "it's so much better than it was last year" and she truly knows...because she carried me through so much of it. It IS so much better than it was last year. And, for that, I am incredibly thankful. Because I still remember moments from last year so very vividly...and I am so glad that I did not have to experience them again. I remember the terror when I saw all those the flashing lights. I remember the pain when they confirmed that he had died. I remember the hopelessness that filled my spirit. I remember being overtaken by panic attacks. I remember the people who sat with me. I remember all the tears...so many tears. "I don't want to live this life without him" I said it over and over and over again: on the side of the road, in the back of an ambulance, in my parents car, on m...
This blog is an outlet though which I can share about my life and the part that God plays in it. I have suffered great grief within these pages, but great love has met me here too. Hopefully this blog will always be a light that points to Jesus. I have come from riches, been reduced to rags, but it is in the darkest moments of life that God's glory has truly been displayed.